I love reading your posts and hearing from you, so don't you dare and go deleting your stuff.
But I know what you mean. I often find that so much is going on that I would need an essay to explain it all. And then, instead, I forego posting - again.
I can't shake the feeling that this is my life from now on.
This. So much. I still feel like I don't want to go out. But at the same time, all the time at home and alone makes me feel so old. I want to go out and have fun, but I don't want to go through the trouble of new people. But all the old ones are busy with their family lives. And that's mightily frustrating. So I stay home and cuddle the cats (and love it!), but what else is there? Or shall I go and aim for being a crazy cat lady already?
I admire how easy you move between all your different writing projects and how you manage to stay true to yourself. I still feel like my writing energy is dragging terribly. So I started to re-activate my creative writing posts in the hope to spark my writing mojo. More Brenda Ueland. More writing. I want it so much and I miss it. Also: trying to implement regular writing times in my day. It isn't easy, with my irregular working schedules whenever there is a course.
But no! No complaining. No deleting. Maybe we always think that we have to be shiny, and hence delete too much? Let's be real and there instead! ♥
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Date: 2012-11-05 03:39 pm (UTC)But I know what you mean. I often find that so much is going on that I would need an essay to explain it all. And then, instead, I forego posting - again.
I can't shake the feeling that this is my life from now on.
This. So much. I still feel like I don't want to go out. But at the same time, all the time at home and alone makes me feel so old. I want to go out and have fun, but I don't want to go through the trouble of new people. But all the old ones are busy with their family lives. And that's mightily frustrating. So I stay home and cuddle the cats (and love it!), but what else is there? Or shall I go and aim for being a crazy cat lady already?
I admire how easy you move between all your different writing projects and how you manage to stay true to yourself. I still feel like my writing energy is dragging terribly. So I started to re-activate my creative writing posts in the hope to spark my writing mojo. More Brenda Ueland. More writing. I want it so much and I miss it. Also: trying to implement regular writing times in my day. It isn't easy, with my irregular working schedules whenever there is a course.
But no! No complaining. No deleting. Maybe we always think that we have to be shiny, and hence delete too much? Let's be real and there instead! ♥