Am I ready for this? No, not really.

My son has the opportunity to move out first of May.  My daughter is not coming home for the summer. I am sooner-than-expected going to be living alone, just me and the dogs and the fish tanks upstairs.

Proud of my kids for the people they are becoming, but also? Kinda want to cry.

Nope, not ready for this at all.

At least I am in better shape mentally than I used to be. I've got a lot of local friends now, and do things in the evenings now and then, and on weekends, now and then.  I used to know no one or do anything outside of work, my entire social life being on the internet.  That's not the case anymore though I am often nostalgic for how things used to be.  I'm both happier than I have been in the past but sad too because of what is no longer.  That's life though I guess, isn't it?

How does one live alone?  I haven't in...  Ever.

Not ready for this at all.