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Remember how I posted a couple of posts ago about how Doran, the boss boss from Topeka who fired everyone I cared about at B&W, including my dear boss, was in town? Well guess what! Today, using the most lame, ridiculous and stupidest reasons I've ever heard, he fired me. Yup. Gone. Toast. Christmas week. That is it. 9.5 years with the company mean nothing to him--he wanted me out and he came up with the way. He didn't give a damn about my rock-solid history with the company (he has been with B&W since April). In fact he pretty much told me he didn't believe Chris ever evaluated me honestly. Too good to be true? Nope. I am that good. LOLOL. Word was flying around BNSF, all the people I helped hearing about it (and on the heels of Chris), already and Chris has heard from one who wants to talk to me. It is no secret (he tells me) that after all the work we did in our office was shipped up to Topeka that the quality plummeted. I believe it, as I had super-high standards and wasn't doing it anymore. Rawr. He hears complaints, which I knew, but yeah. Wow.

Soon as I got home I contacted BNSF corporate support, and there are two positions opening early January, both in contracts--lol where I hailed from. Same group. Steve, my former boss there, is happy for me to come back. Chris is there too, and all my old coworkers--I'm going to be welcomed back with open arms.

Insane, huh?

I have to say that though there is shock racing through my system, there are no regrets, there is mostly relief. I did nothing wrong, and I stand by that. I have watched that company go from incredible, awesome, caring and a really fantastic place to work, to a place that now has five people left, and Kevin was interviewing today--he called me on his way, having heard from Juan what happened. Juan too has been polishing his resume with the intent to start hunting after the first of a year.

It has been a fascinating experience, coming into a company--asked to come work there by Chris all those years ago--and doing fantastic work, learning so many new things, and watching it grow and change and catch the excitement of new technologies... And then to see it fall hard as all the best and brightest were systematically pushed out. Splat. And it isn't done yet, I am sure of it. Five people left, one actively looking--what ARE they doing? A year ago we had 14 people there. Now five.

So, here I am! Sitting in my daughter's Starbucks while she works and plies me with coffee. Looks like a couple of weeks off unexpectedly, but with a position after the first of the year. Thank you, Steve! Looking forward to working with that crew again, AND Chris again. :) I'll be cleaning the house and putting the tree up tomorrow with the kids, and we're planning on Tron for Christmas Day and dinner at my friend Leigh Ann's house. It's going to be a good, if very simple Christmas. Next week my sister Leslie and her daughter Lexie are coming, so that will be fun. And then hopefully the following week I can get back to BNSF.

In the meantime, I've got a lot of rewriting to get done, a book to polish, and another to finish. Will try to make the most of these two unexpected weeks off, and make 2011 a different, but awesome year. :)
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Date: 2010-12-21 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] topgeargirl2.livejournal.com
I'm sorry to hear that you lost your job but happy that you have a new job in the new year.

Merry Christmas and hopefully 2011 will be a great year.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I think it will be. Sure already beats 2010! Yeah I am fortunate....kept my connections over at the old place, and have done projects over there off and on for years. 9.5 years though! I almost wanted to laugh. Man on man.

Am at Starbucks eating gingerbread cake and drinking hot apple cider. Mmmmm!

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Date: 2010-12-21 02:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valancy-joy.livejournal.com
um. wow. not sure whether to say "yay no more bad workplace" or "those rat bastards" ... but anyway here's hoping for a better 2011 ... I would be freaking out, but I also know the relief of no longer having to do a job you dislike. (should have seen me the day I finally quit walmart :)

xoxoxoxo bb

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
LOL! Both!! Both fit, absolutely.

Well... i would be freaking out too if I hadn't been talking all the past week to former boss, and knew that Steve would take me back. It isn't a done deal, but close enough that I am sure it will work out. Especially after talking to Steve then getting a bunch of emails from friends excited to have me back. LOL.

Goodbye stress!

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Date: 2010-12-21 02:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] candesgirl.livejournal.com
Um. Holy crap. That's huge stuff, babe. You seem happy about it though, and I know that as of late you've been unhappy there, so I am glad for you and your new opportunities. This guy sounds like such a tool.

I hope you can just relax and enjoy your time off, consider it a Christmas vacation, eh?

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Yup, am going to do that indeed. And yeah, I have been unhappy and BORED there for awhile. Terribly bored. I'd been playing with the 'what if I left?' scenario, but was envisioning this time next year. Guess not.

Hopefully everything will smooth out and I will get situated early January. I had better.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovedlea.livejournal.com
you are surprisingly chipper for someone who just lost your job, even if it was one you wanted to lose. i get in a situation like that and cry my eyes out. GO YOU! yay new job! :D and YAY VACATION TIME! :)

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
LOL well I knew I had a back-up, so that made it easier. Still sucks, but mostly am just sad as I used to love that place. But the place I loved was gone long before today. :*( Dang it.

I don't feel like crying at all. There is just nothing there that I will miss. Sad, huh, after so many years.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dremiel.livejournal.com
WOW! How very sad to see a place you've been proud of decimated. I hope this is the very good change that you are hoping it will be; I know you've been unhappy there. Obviously don't sign away any rights. If Friday was truly your first bad eval and they hadn't warned you about any of the issues you may have an arguement for age discrimination - know you don't want to go that way but tuck it in the back of your head in case the new position doesn't work out.

As an HR professional I am embarrassed that they slipped this in before the end of the year and even more so that the assholes clearly knew this was coming but didn't want any unpleasantness at Saturday's party. Apart from anything else they are rat-bastards and you are well shot of them!

New year and new jobs for you AND Nick. WOW!

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Yeah, isn't that something? Pretty stunning, but convinces me all the more that this is no longer my place. I think ever since Chris got fired for ridiculous reasons I could be next. We both thought that. Thankfully I had a really good rep at my old dept at BNSF, and they have something opening. The person leaving is giving notice on the 30th, and it would be working right with the two people I used to work with. And Chris is there, which makes it more fun. Good people, always doing fun things. I have lots of friends there, always loved going over there for projects over the years.

Oh Bartlett & West, what are you DOING??? I will be watching from afar now to see what they'll do, but it will be with a head shaking as I watch.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:25 am (UTC)
contrarywise: Glowing green trees along a road (find x)
From: [personal profile] contrarywise
Well, dang. But good for you and your network, lining you up to get back to work with good friends and colleagues!

It is sad to see a formerly good, strong organization killed by one person with an agenda and no sense otherwise. But I'm glad you're landing on your feet, and I hope you enjoy your time off!

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Yeah, he has an agenda and that is to make sure every person working there is a yes-man and bows to what he commands. Shocking to watch as it used to be so family-oriented. Ah well!

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tx-cronopio.livejournal.com
Well, damn! I'm just so glad you have another position waiting in the wings. Fuck 'em all, anyway :)

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
yeah, for real! Are you still at the art institute thing or did you find something else? Crazy times, for sure. ARGH.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] criada.livejournal.com
Job Switching Sisters! :-D
Good luck!

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
LOL to you too--was so glad you got something new! WOO!

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Date: 2010-12-21 04:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sunhawk.livejournal.com
That's so crazy, but I'm glad you have another job lined up already, that must be a huge relief! *hugs*

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Date: 2010-12-21 04:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Yeah...like within two hours of getting home. I worked there 4.5 years, and worked with them on various projects over the last years. Always loved going back over there.

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Date: 2010-12-21 05:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] m-barnette.livejournal.com
I am so sorry that you've lost your job but maybe it's for the best, the guy sounds like an a$$.

At least you don't have to worry about finding a new job since you already have one lined up.

Congratulations on the 'new' job and may the New Year bring you joy and success.

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Thank you! I am super fortunate to just be able to walk across the street, I know. It's made this whole experience feel like it was a good thing (which I think it will prove to be).

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Date: 2010-12-21 06:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] duikermeisie.livejournal.com
What a maroon.

I kind of wondered if something was up over the copier thing....I mean, talk about petty, and rumour-mill based pettiness.

Good luck with the new job.

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Thanks! Oh man it slays me--a whole month off, but I can't go anywhere. Gnash teeth. LOL. I always, always take off to foreign countries whenever I take vacation so I am going to enjoy this as much as I can.

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Date: 2010-12-21 07:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] la-localfreak.livejournal.com
Oh wow. Like everyone else has said it's kind of a cross between 'I'm so sorry a place you were proud of has all gone to poo and they're absolute hommodores to fling this at you, particularly this week!' but at the same time congrats on the new job and I hope it'll be a much happier place for you come the new year :). Just think- the minute you go they'll be all 'Bugger, what do we do now?' without you!

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
LOL!! Gone to poo indeed! Exactly!! Oh I already know Allan is freaking out--I know all too well. I was the only one doing a huge, huge project and there is simply not the manpower for anyone else to take it over. It makes no sense, no sense at all. Oh well! NOT my problem anymore. It was also the most incredibly boring job I've ever worked on.

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Date: 2010-12-21 07:45 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] qthelights.livejournal.com
dude, between you and Nick this week... jesus!!

i am glad you will be back with people who care about you so soon :)

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
LOL we are exciting aren't we! His is better though--that's for sure. I am just fortunate to have a place to go. It won't be the final answer, as there are drawbacks, but it'll be a positive environment with people I already adore, and this is a big deal. Between that and getting some books out with Loose-Id this year, I should be more than fine.

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] catsintheattic.livejournal.com
Well ... first of all, I'm glad that your perspective on the new job is all bright and shiny. You deserve a good place and good people, not those nutters. It's one of the most horrible things to work at a place that keeps treating you badly. Also, yay for unexpected free time!

On the other hand, it's such a sad story. Why must there be always someone who destroys a good thing? And it's never the task or a hostile environment, it's almost always a person from within who ruins it.

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I don't know, Cats! Chris and I and alot of other people have given up trying to figure out what they are doing. This guy was brought in to be a positive part of the GeoInfo division, and instead, everyone can't stand him, he is viewed with dread, he has pushed people until they've quit. Lots of people like Chris, and me, who have been with the company a long, long time are now gone.

But, a few weeks off. I hardly know how to deal. LOL.

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Date: 2010-12-21 09:11 am (UTC)
ext_12726: (Christmas bauble)
From: [identity profile] heleninwales.livejournal.com
I was really worried for you there for moment. It's bad enough being told that you're no longer required but to do it this close to Christmas! :(

Then I read on and discovered that all being well you will have a much better job in the new year with people you like. Well done you on keeping up the contacts!

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
The happy thing is they've been wanting me to come back over there for a long time. Usually just in teasing, but when my boss ended up over there, I really started to wonder if I could turn to that myself. Turns out, yes. One person is set to give 2 weeks on the 30th, as she and her husband are moving out of state. There will be another one too, but that's the one they want me for. It'll be way different work (and only one monitor! Oh man!) and I will never touch the kind of work I was doing ever again, but whatever, huh. I love the people there, and I have been DYING in my solitary cube. Ugh.

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Date: 2010-12-21 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cthonus.livejournal.com
Evil company, pushing people out just before Christmas. The guy from Topeka sounds about as understanding as Davros.

Fingers crossed the new position materialises asap but it looks as if you've pretty much got everything sewn up :)

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Date: 2010-12-21 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
And we know about Davros! :) And yeah, am good I think. I am smiling an awful lot today for some reason.

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Date: 2010-12-21 12:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stargazer60.livejournal.com
Unbelievable!!! But a silver lining it sounds like with the new position...

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Date: 2010-12-21 10:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
You know I've followed your own job hunt with interest...finding a place one fits is an awesome thing.

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Date: 2010-12-21 12:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] klgrem.livejournal.com
Well, I'm sorry to hear that, but glad, too.
Hey, now you have your writing time, if you want it. :)
Really glad to hear you have a position in January, but you probably could have considered a move to England otherwise...

It's a very simple Christmas here this year, too. Glad you've got good stuff to look forward to.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

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Date: 2010-12-21 10:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I want writing time, definitely! And yeah, no tree even yet. We are not moving very fast in that area! Maybe I will just get some poinsettias... :)

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Date: 2010-12-21 01:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] green-knight.livejournal.com
Congratulations on your new job!

I am entirely unsurprised the old one fired you -it had morphed to a point where it sounded like a very unhealthy place, run by people who really did not understand how a company works - that having people who love what they do, independently tackle the next task and think about how to make the job better, and who go out and look for more training so they'll be better at their jobs beats micromanagement handsdown - you probably know a lot more about the actual work than your new overboss does, but he's the MANAGER and thus can't allow anyone else to make decisions. Or some sort of male chest-beating like that.

So, you've had a good time, you've learnt a ton, now you're moving on - it'll be exciting in a new way.

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Date: 2010-12-22 12:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
You had it so pegged. He didn't know us at all, and if there is anything to me that is a sign of a bad manager is one who doesn't try to find out about the people he/she is managing. Micromanagement at its worse, yeah.

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Date: 2010-12-21 02:02 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] used_songs
I'm so glad you had a safety net of all of your contacts. What a terrible thing for them to do to you at that job though!

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Date: 2010-12-22 01:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I know, right? It is all politics. I have never been a victim of office politics before--ever. I'm always the awesome person who everyone loves. lol This has been quite the crazy experience.

One thing I am excited about--a good consequence of this. When my esop pays out, I will have more than enough to pay off my credit cards for good, and will stash the rest away. That will save me over 300 a month! YES!

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Date: 2010-12-21 02:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mrsalemp.livejournal.com
Sorry for you losing your job, but hearing about the crap they pull and considering you have a great backup with better people to work with almost seems like this situation is worth more of a congrats. Topping it off - Who fires someone just before Christmas? That's messed up.

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sanginmychains.livejournal.com
Actually, that's not uncommon - it means they're off the books before the next quarter.

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Date: 2010-12-21 02:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] alba17.livejournal.com
Oh, I'm so glad you have a position to go to and you're happy with that. Whew! So glad you have no regrets and you're relieved. It's amazing how prevalent bad management is, which is what is sounds like was going on there.

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Date: 2010-12-22 01:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I wonder if others in the company will ever see what they have done by bringing that man in. But hey! this gives me some great writing time, whee!

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Date: 2010-12-21 03:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sanginmychains.livejournal.com
Holy crow! Well, it's better to *not* work for an asshat boss, but being fired always sucks, at least a little. But good luck to him now, trying to keep people happy without you there to do what you do. I envy him his months and months of complaining phone calls as he tries to explain how what you guys send out will not be done the same way that C did it.

Do you get severance? Or is that just if you're downsized, not fired? Or does that not apply where you are?

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Date: 2010-12-22 01:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
No, no severance. I get the paycheck I was supposed to get on Thursday, plus a week and a day. I'm okay though--I'm good to get through January. New job pays once a week, which is odd. I'll have to get used to that again!
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Date: 2010-12-22 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
I wish I could. Allan keeps emailing me. He is feeling mighty freaked, and I know it. I know all too well! LOL. Oh man but A WHOLE MONTH OFF!!! I am going to clean house! Go to Starbucks lots and lots! Write! Whee! And RELAX. This job has had me terribly stressed. No more of that crap. Deep breathing and just getting back to good again. And spending time with Tiff before she takes off--wah!

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Date: 2010-12-21 04:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pir8fancier.livejournal.com
Sweetie, I wish I could say that I didn't see that coming, but after those reprimands, I felt it was only a matter of time. Right before Christmas sucks, but you've got your ducks lined up with people you like to work with so it's all good.

::HUGS::

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Date: 2010-12-21 05:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] paragraphs.livejournal.com
Yeah, I thought of what you'd said and boy were you right. But I did close up everything and delete anything on my computer--interesting that I did that.

But yup! I already know where I will be, and basically what I will be responsible for. The timing is perfect as the woman named Misty gives notice on the 30th. I'm okay financially until I get that going. So going to make the best of it. And ENJOY!
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