Returning to College, OMG!

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I have now applied to be readmitted to UTA, I have applied to the University Studies program, I have applied for FAFSA (for son and myself). How I wish I could just go to school full-time--I'd be done by the end of the year if I could. Unemployment encourages education, but we still have to look for jobs, and it only lasts so long. DAMMIT I wish I had got my head together faster, got into school this semester. Dammit dammit dammit.

Regarding going on to get a masters in library science. Recently I've experienced some discouragement in that area, but I've decided to push past that. I don't want to work in a public school or a city library. In truth, what I want is the Masters of Arts in Library Science, due to its emphasis on research. I want to work at a university somewhere, or in some other situation where I can happily research amazing things. Specialize in an area or something. A thesis is required for the MALS, which initially made me scream and panic, but good grief, I am a writer, I love research--hello, what is wrong with me? Of course I can handle it. There is nothing else I want to do, but this. Oh and the writing thing, which is a given of course.

So many regrets in the past, but that's just part of life, I guess. At least this I can do something about, yes?

Comments

[cruentum.livejournal.com]

It's gonna be awesome. It's also gonna be scary as shit and demanding and stuff but it'll be great and probably eyeopening a lot and for a change I get to hear you cuss studying for tests and doing homework and stuff!

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That's right, you will get to hear me whine and cry about Algebra, moan about writing papers (eventually) and me boring you with exciting facts about history that will make you say, "Yes dear, uh huh mmmmm..."

[cruentum.livejournal.com]

god yeah you will write like .. essays and stuff. whooo. LOL

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If I figured it out right, all I need to finish this is 6 history classes and the algebra. LOL. SIX HISTORY!!! OMG!!!!!! I want it to be all European history though. LOL.