another year rolls by

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I am almost 46. WTH am I doing?

Nothing, really, and that is just not acceptable anymore.

Creativity? Who the hell said you could go on vacation?

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It's just a phase--your subconscious is working on other things, or working on one big thing, just hasn't presented it yet.

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well honestly it actually has been, for some time, but the subconscious wars with the conscious, and I talk myself out of doing what I really want. But what has gotten in the way mostly is physical health--I can finally write again without horrible pain. I've never had such a horrible spell of carpal tunnel in my life.