I really, seriously, want to know

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How the heck do all of you guys keep up with everything? What is the secret? Why can't I? I am behind EVERYWHERE...I want to read fics, I want to read TW3, I want to be active on my flist, on TWU, I want to play with socks, I want to finish my fic for lgbtfest, I want to get to know people better, I want...

I want to know how come I can't seem to do any of this. WTH.

Very depressing is my life at times though given what is going on with some very special people on my flist, I have no right to complain. Not by a long shot.

So, I guess I'd just best shut up. I just wanted to whine a second. Wail.

C, being eaten alive by work and RL and tired of it

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These last weeks, I haven't been able to keep up with anything. I don't work enough, I haven't written a creative piece in ages, and I fail at reading my CW books. Let's not even talk about my word count. *sighs*

But then, I knew it would be like that, as I'm away from home so much in April and Mai, too.

I've cut down my comment time in the fests and told myself that I don't have to feel guilty about it. Meh...

What always helps me to get back on track is to see how all the various activities serve one goal. When I start flailing, I know that I need to re-focus so that I don't get lost. And I've come to the conclusion that it's no good beating myself up about my days of slacking. Sometimes though, it takes some time to get from realisation to execution. *g*

*hugs*